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I often relate the journey of my life to the movie, “the man who sued God.” In brief, the story is about a man who had stepped out of his career to have a simple life, but in that life he had not found the one thing he longed for, love and a good relationship. It was as though fate kept whacking him over the head, things kept going wrong and he ended up loosing his livelihood when lightning struck his fishing boat and sank it. Then to add fuel to the fire the insurance company wouldn’t pay up because they said it was an act of God. So in order to pay his ex-wife back a loan he had borrowed for the boat, he decided to sue God. (which ended up being the church) anyway, if his boat hadn’t been hit by lightning, and if the insurance company hadn’t refused to pay him his money, he never would have gone back to the city and back to being a Lawyer, and he never would have met the love of his life. The story ends up happy ever after, with his partner and love of his life, selling his story to the media, for $250 thousand. Life had taken him in a huge circle, and forced him by acts of fate, to get his life back on track, and bring him fulfillment. My story bears remarkable resemblance to the story of the man who sued God; I set out in life striving to do the right thing. Fate however had other plans, and life seemed to just keep giving me one challenge after the other, until I felt absolutely dizzy from the journey. I had the right intention but I had failed in one major area of my life, and that was to openly acknowledge what I needed at the core of my being in order to for life to blossom. Eventually after one thing on top of another I stood stock bare like a newborn babe my health had gone, my marriage had gone, my life’s work now in tatters after the unethical carrying on of the Venture Capitalists, I was left with no choice, feel the depth of the anguish and go back to basics. I had to look at how I thought and what had happened was when things started getting rough, instead of keeping strongly focused where I wanted to go, I had fallen into self doubt and the terror of loosing all I had worked for. And of course everyone I knew was only to happy to add to the doom and gloom prophesy of it all, I had done a real job on myself. Everything I had known, learned and believed went out the window, and life became a living hell of dreadful thoughts, avoiding debt collectors, and living in total fear and going over and over and over it in my mind till my head hurt. Then one day I read this little book, a woman who knew what she was talking about wrote it in fact. Yes one day when bored I decided to read, “Book of Choices,” don’t laugh, yes I read my own book that I had written! And it was like reading a book written by someone else, someone I used to be, and it shocked me. How had I become so negative, how had I forgotten to know to watch what I thought, how could that have happened to me? I had manifested over a million $ to create my project, and done that just using the power of the law of Attraction, conscious attraction and focus. In the next breath I had listened to my so called advisors, friends, and guru’s and started to doubt my vision, hence I lost nearly everything. Everything that is except my intellectual property. ~ I hung on to TRUITY~ no matter what. It was like looking at my own life from another totally different perspective! Wow! It was time for me to rebuild with a solid foundation of self honesty and sound relationships. Time to START OVER! So what was it in me that created all that incredible experience? I can tell you in a couple of words, I was unsure of myself, didn’t trust my instincts, and needed to take the whole journey in order to find out who I am and what I stand for. And it was that simple! So with all of this in mind, this book is designed to give you some simple practical insight and help lift you back up on top of the challenge. It will help you change your perception and it will help you get a plan. Whether you stick to the plan is up to you. Change doesn’t happen overnight, but with commitment, courage, honesty and determination it will happen and little by little life will get better. This I guarantee! How do I know? Well this book is the condensed understanding from over 27 years of soul searching, research, and self-healing and walking more than a mile in your shoes. This book is only an extract covering some of the topics I cover deeply in the Program, which are bases upon the TRUITY CHOICES, Game, Workbook and Training products. This is designed to wet your appetite, give you food for thought and inspire you to overcome. God Bless you my friend, happy journey and know that every soul’s journey is to the same ultimate result – know your self – trust yourself.
STARTING OVER During the term of your life there will be many influences beyond your control, many of which will sweep in and change your life forever - overnight. It can be that we can lose a loved one, we can be a victim of crime, we can lose our jobs, lose our money, get caught up in a scandal, we can even become homeless. Fate is at times a hard mistress. I believe everything happens to us for a reason. Sometimes it takes a while for the reason to show it, but eventually when we look back, hopefully we all will be able to say, “I am a better person for that experience; yes it was the worst thing in the world when it happened but look at me now. Look where I have grown to, look who I have become.” Fate never hands us any more than we can handle, it is us who decide to rise to the challenge or to cease to believe in the power of the human spirit to overcome. Will others be there for you when you’re having your darkest hours? If your lucky yes, but its normal for 99% of the population not to be there, not to want to know, not to be able to find the strength within their selves to simply put their pain aside for you. When faced with illness or tragedy every day people are faced with their own mortality and most of them don’t want to look in that mirror. It’s that simple. It takes a special friend, family member or loved one to just be there for you in your time of challenge, and as I explain further in this little book, there are many, many challenges we can face which push us to begin again, and people wont always be understanding or supportive, because people cant do what they don’t know how to do. So basically it’s up to you, just like for me I was the only one who could search inside of me to find the courage and the strength to just not give up, to keep going no matter what the odds. Never ever give up, for the sweetest revenge is to have a successful, fulfilling life that you live to the fullest, no matter what your circumstances. For most of my life I have studied people, I have been fascinated by the fact people generally treat each other so appallingly. Even as a small child I could not understand why people could be so nasty! I never could see why someone’s religion or race made a difference, after all wasn’t it the qualities of the person that counted in life. Even at the age of five, I knew in my heart that what makes a good person is treating others with respect, compassion and care, not all the other crap people go on with. Yet as an adult, I know I am a good person, but why has the journey been so challenging? What was I missing? Well it was the way my internal dialogue kept replaying the negative statements, like “ I never should have tried,” “bad things always happen to me,” “I am a looser,” “people never like me,” “no one will give me a go.” Just to name a few of the most repeated thoughts I kept having. My understanding of life is we are here living this life in order to learn to constructively deal with what ever comes our way, we are here to lean to say NO TO VIOLENCE! Violence plagues our planet, wars fought in the name of God, in the name of right, in the name of greed and even in the pretence of liberation. But violence is not contained to war; violence happens every second of the day, in people’s minds, in their homes, in the streets and in the media. Especially in the media, we are constantly bombarded with the images of violence and that violence is acceptable. Well I am here expressing my view that Violence in any form is not acceptable. Whether we are beating our selves up mentally or someone is beating up on someone else physically violence is not acceptable. The subtle self violence is in fact the biggest enemy each of us will ever face; it robs us of happiness, security, and the ease of manifesting a wonderful successful incredible life! The violence inside of our heads ~ that’s the big killer. During the course of our lives, if we are lucky we grow in understanding, we learn to detach from the emotional reactions to situations and we discover ways to deal constructively with bad situations. Wisdom comes with age, my mother always said, but let me tell you a secret, wisdom is not only for those who are of age, its there for everyone. When I was younger I used to turn into an emotional basket case every time something didn’t go the way I wanted it too, until finally I realized how much of a waste of energy it was. A huge part of life experience is learning to understand that life will keep handing you the crap, doesn’t matter how enlightened you become the same crap still comes your way, and the ultimate truth is its not what life hands you – its how you deal with it that counts. And for those who think the more religious or spiritual or evolved you become then the less crap will come your way, let me tell you you’re absolutely wrong. Don’t forget to listen to the Free Audios to motivate you and help you get on top of your struggle. Motivation |
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