Book of Choices Second Eddition

Book of Choices by TRUITY

If your struggling with feeling alone, miserable and lost this book is a must read! Gain insight, find inspiration, understand how your sould tried to help you find direction.  Everything you want is already in your life, problems is we are not taught to listen or how to understand.

Married at 16, and 3 children by 21, unhappy and lost, constant arguments, life just seemed to be going no where. Every day took every ounce of strength just to make it though and no matter how I tried I just couldnt see past that day. My brain felt fried, and the tears seemed like they would never stop..........

AN EXTRACT FROM "A BOOK OF CHOICES." IS THERE MORE TO LIFE?

I was twenty-six when my cancer was diagnosed.  A few short weeks later, with suitcase in hand I entered the tiny hospital ward.   Quite a safe operation, I was told, nothing to worry about, it was better to get it over with now, rather than try to treat the problem and only end up in hospital again in five or six years.  There would be no more children, and at the time it felt as though that was a relief rather than a problem.  I could deal with that, I thought. They wheeled  me into the operating theatre and inside me I had an overwhelming terror, I was going to die, I knew it, and what was even worse for me was the screaming question of, “who would take care of my children?” Panic filled me as the anaesthetic took hold and I knew it was to late, it was just to late.Some hours later to my shock I awoke from the anaesthetic to discover nurses surrounding my bed, and  quite a mad panic going on.  The panic not only filled the room but my mind and my body and my soul.  The room swirled and my thoughts seemed to be racing so fast as my head spun with the sense of floating backward and forward in and out of this reality.  Panic filled my heart, confusion erupted as my mind screamed with fear.  What had happened, I was so confused, every inch of my body, mind and soul were screaming, no!